I've come to know myself too well.

I've come to know that it scares me to hell.

I’m leaving for school in a few months, and being a realist means I keep thinking about the positives and the negatives. Even though the list of negatives is longer, I think the positives carry more weight. Leaving all my friends behind vs. pursuing what I aspire to be. The more I think about it the more it sucks knowing I may never see certain people again. From now, until I leave, anytime a friend asks to hang out I will always say yes.

I can’t wait until my inconvenient selfish choices are out of your lives. And they say families are supposed to be the most supportive.